It’s 1030 am and the students are going on their break. It has been a wonderful week here in Sintok. Another one more week to go, and then I will be back in KL. Can’t believe how fast time goes by. In a blink of an eye, October is already closing in at the end of the month. One more week and we are going to welcome November.
I’ve grown fond of the students here in Sintok. Seeing them on a daily basis, they have become very comfortable with me around them. The sessions are more productive because they are more open to change, and also receptive to my feedback. It’s good to see the way they progressed and the way they actually carry themselves. It’s nice.
As for my love life, let’s take a walk back into memory lane. A couple of months ago I’ve been up and down because of my emotions towards a certain someone. In a way it has taken a toll on my physical, mental, and professional self. Somehow October has served as a wonderful comeback for me. My dating life is well, not fully calendered but it ain’t all that bad either. I sorta dated a guy and it didn’t work out because he was quite a handful. He was sweet, and nice. He was extremely nice to me, but he does not have any self confidence, and he was too needy. I felt suffocated, so I decided that we should just stay friends. Somehow on our third date, he already told his friends that I was his lover and boyfriend. Even telling his family so. It was just too fast for me. He didn’t know how to back off. So, I had to cut the ties. At the end of the day, I need to be comfortable and happy with the person I am with. I was not comfortable with him anymore. It was awkward. We’re friends now, and hopefully, I will meet someone who would make me happy and comfortable.
