Waiting for him . . .
June 23, 2009
The weekend has gone by. Saw Jon last night, stayed over and came to work. Asked if he wanted to watch Transformers with me, but he said he will have to see what the other guys (Marc Marc who also likes him and Leonard who also likes him) are going to do. He said before I asked they have already asked him. So, I was late to ask him. So I told him if I don’t see him this Friday then I will see him when he returns from Hong Kong. I told him if he has no plans on Friday I would like to cook for him since I promised him a home cooked meal, but he has not answered me since. Asked him on msn but he has not answered me. Guess he is too busy. Well if he doesn’t wanna hang out, then well he lost a chance to hang out with me. I think I am over thinking and over beating myself up over him too much. I need to start letting go of my emotions and not get too deep into it. I really do not know where this is going, but I gonna pull my horses. Hang in there and see how the story unfolds. And well, in the next two days when I am in Dungun I shall not think of him at all. I shall enjoy Dungun and concentrate on giving the best lecture in the world. If he does think of me, then he will text or call me. If I don’t see him this Friday, then I will see him when he wants to see me.
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